Friday, 15 May 2015

Waiting

4 days later and not much has happened. I've not bled properly. Just the a bit of brown discharge every day since Tuesday. 
I have the scan appointment on Thursday. It really couldn't come soon enough. I just want someone to take this ridiculous hope away, seen as my body seems to be tricking me into thinking there may be a chance, no matter how small. 
The last week and a bit has been just horrible. 1st I was just heartbroken. My brain shut down a bit. I couldn't concentrate, and the dead baby inside me was all consuming. Now I feel annoyed and short tempered. I have no patience and the days seem longer and longer. 

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