A week ago today I finally lost my little baby. 
I've only just stopped bleeding today. I think anyway. 

I've been told to wait a week and to take a pregnancy test to make sure everything has gone. 

In the short time that I knew I had you, I loved you, my little Christmas baby. 

The talks and decisions about how we'd fit a 3rd child into our lives, all of the home/bedroom ideas, your name, the double buggy we were going to get.....I'm so sorry it didn't work out. 

You'll always always be in my heart.