Tuesday, 12 May 2015

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The last few days I'd let myself hope. 
Maybe I got my dates REALLY wrong. Maybe the baby IS only 4-5 weeks. Even though my sensible self knew that the odds were against me and I was just clutching at straws. (I wasn't even really feeling pregnant any more.)
I looked on forums for similar situations where the mums went in for their 2nd scan and baby was actually fine!
I hadn't had any cramping or bleeding. There was a chance. 
Then this morning happened. 
Lilly has had me up since 4.30am with chicken pox and half an hour ago I started to miscarry. The tummy cramps are very very faint, but there. 
Rosie has her developmental check this morning, Lilly's riddled with pox and Mark is working, then has a work do this evening. Today is rubbish. 

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