So on tuesday we had the 34 week scan to see if my placenta had moved. We didn't get any scan pics. I think Lilly was too big. From the measurements, they think she's (about) 6lb 10oz already and the lady who did the scan said she has hair and long legs.
Placenta hasn't moved much. I'm booked in to discuss birth options this tuesday in case it hasn't moved. I've also been booked in for another scan on the 10th may to see if it has moved. If not it'll be a caesarean.
Scan lady seemed to think I'd need one as placentas don't move much this late in pregnancy.
She is head down tho, waiting, bless her.
Oh and she double checked, she IS a girl :)
Things are getting a lot harder for me now. I have lots of appointments and things to do and remember. I'm huge. My feet are still massively swollen and sore and I'm not sleeping. Probably about 3 hour stretches at the most.
The dogs are driving me mad, living with Marks family. They haven't really settled and Marks mum worries and fusses about them.
Things that I'd deal with normally, or that wouldn't even be an issue before, I'm reacting to completely differently because of his mum.
It's hard.
Yesterday Shadow pulled me over in the park. I was on a bit of a slope and the grass was slippery. I fell on my hands and knees and it really shook me up. I hate that I'm finding things hard to deal with that weren't a problem before. I've also found I'm really nervous about anything hurting Lilly-bump and I'm extra careful when I'm doing things.
I miss people.
I've found that without the Internet I feel really isolated. I've wanted to visit people or do things but actually doing them is another matter.
It'd mostly mean leaving the dogs, and I don't like putting that burden on Marks mum. Plus I'm huge and tired and sore. I just can't be travelling everywhere.
I'm sure there was more I was going to write.
It's 9am and I've been awake since 5.30am just laying here and before that I didn't really sleep much, so my brain's not right today.
Look at this beast of a belly!!
